I travel on business to London at least once a month. This has put an unbearable strain on my marriage because I am never home. I understand I am not a great looking guy and suffer from some low self esteem anyway. My wife told me she was unhappy last week right before I got on the plane to London. She did not even give me a kiss goodbye well; I hope she found someone else. I found a London mistress that made me feel worthwhile. She not only showed me a good time but, treated me with more respect than my wife ever has. I know its wrong but, she is the only thing on my mind fling back. Now you can see why I cannot wait to go back.